Friday, March 7, 2008
7:16 PM

okay everybody, i shall do good today and i'll POST!!
yeah. it's too fast already, and it's already march..
it just feel like yesterday i just went to my new school,
and everything was so blur to me..

went i read my bds friends blogs, life seems quite fun,
cos BDS got lotsa different variaty if ppl!!
i just realised that i really hate my new choir, as it's freaking boring..
and waste of time. nvm. ren for 1 and a half year.. -,-
and i would sometimes suddenly feel emo.
den dont wan to talk.. hais. sad life leh.
sometime i really cant take it...
feel like crying.
i alreay cried twice during my church's prayer nite..
prayer is like talking to God, and i said that i really missed my old friends. and tears just came down. and i cried silently, trying not to let anyone know. and tears just kept coming down... T.T
den after that my friend asked me what happened, then i cried again.. sad.
sometimes when having lessons, i would just think about BDS classroom.. and everyone, cos it's class structure is about same like BDS cos new sch ma.
den i would rmb FnF, when my grp made a food game, trying to tease the maths teacher cos she quite old and dumbdumb.. lols. sitting at back. our tables are not separated but 2 by 2..mr ghaz teaching, and sometimes angry with him.. jita being very bold, gibson making CME teacher pissed and he climb out of sch. xh and her peipei, wt and our idols, janice and her mischeivousness(anyhow one..) ruiqi and her duck, elizabeth and her sexy, BDS Choir, talking sitting with eunice,charrise, jiahui, mae, candy.. hz crazyness. jiacheng nonsense. calvin with jc. the nice wanton noodle, laksa, talking to mr lau. mr bean( wt can rmb.. hohos) the horrible 2B jacket that costed a bomb. peerleader camp where gt nite walk. choir BBQ. failing my maths and cried. ms abraham and her siaosiaoness when she changed her office to be on the 4thfloor near the classrooms. mrs lie and the malay song link. aiya! too much to say. nvm. all i can say is that it would always a part of me memory!! =]


anyways..
i have a new group of friends liao!! i ownself call it pervert group la.
cos everybody very pervert, especially thythy,eunice.. hohos.
and thythy kept telling us some interesting experiences~
XO hahas. and i told them who i liked.. lols.

then i just dont know why, after telling, i dont feel anything liaos.
as if i dont like him le. haiz. me and my whacky heart.
i cant tell how i feeling derhs. maybe bcos i too long never like ppl le.....
>.<

but hor, after they keep saying who like him..
then donno why i feel abit jealous la.
anyhow la. anyways...
omgosh. he's cute!!!! bahaha ~.~ ( i siao liao)

and my new sch has many wierd steads.. lols.
so wierd until i cant beilieve when i hear.
i mean, those ppl who have stead b4 hor, if go BDS surely no stead de lor.
coz bds where got so the wierd der!!!! like they anyhow stead la..
nvm jus my opinion..

concerning my common tests.
aiyo!! i already failed 3 tests liao!!
maths, chinese and english.
fine, i think i've gotta improve on my languages.







wants:
psp pink slim ( argh my 2 brother hav liao!!)
go thailand and buy many cheap clothes ( haha same as xh)


and about contacts.
im like thinking so hard whether i should get contacts ma..
coz the pros are: look less nerdy, more natural
cons: costs me money when i'm so poor liao, and is it nescessay to wear at this age?? (hmm i keep thinking abt this lor)

hais. hope ppl can comment? give me yr views la..

Sunday, February 17, 2008
9:37 PM

YEAH! everybody. i love BDS pass on! =] happyhappy u know, getting to meet my old buddies again. they are the most fun ppl to be with forever la. xD yesterday, jiahui, ruiqi, waiteng and janice and me met up. and the first two ppl that arrived were ruiqi and jiahui. and they both wore lil miss shirts and ruiqi bought her juicycouture wallet (bought from china) and wore black heels and wanted to trick me with her height la! and ruiqi gave me a small cute makeup set called pop princess (mabelline) i tot she so good buy for me, but it was actually her mum got the freegifts, then got extra, she giv me. hahas! anyway thanks la, i love it. bahaha.

waiteng came along soon and then we went to tm . and she said that ghaz didnt realised i transfer school until recently.. hahas. lols. and he keep saying me and JC.. no link la.. slap ghaz. haha, now i another sch, he cant do anything to me. bahaha. wt say xh in tm singtel den we go find her but cant find. then called actually she go home liao la. den i tot she trick us. but actually we were too late le la. but i really wanted to see her again la. nvm nxt time can? =]

ohya. janice wanted eat lunch at home first so she later then come.

meanwhile we walked around and go buy tickets (kungfudunk) den go foodcourt eat. jiahui and waiteng ate milo icekacang(sth like tat la) den ruiqi ate japanese food, and i ate laksa( which was not very nice) then we chatted. chatted. i called janice and tell her quickly come and say the movie starts at 3pm. hahas, then she told me that she really got run. woah. sorry la, but nxt time come earlier la K? =]

den go watch the movie. wahsia, it was so horrible! no meaning la. even bunengshuodemimi betterbetterbetter. only use jaychou to attract ppl. and even my baba say that the sale of the tix is the worst.. worst than ahlong show. woah. sorry janice actually shld watch ahlong hor.. aiya nvm

then we went to look for my cosmetics. and i bought everything $70 over plus liao lor. so ex~ ahh. missed bds friends and heard a lot of them. you all would be in my heart forever dehh.

and nxtnxt wk going to watch deathnote and celebrate jiahui bdae later one day. and tis time hope xh and eunice can come. actually i hope more ppl can come la. like jc.. lols.

Saturday, February 16, 2008
9:22 AM












you know, i just cant forget BDS~ and at my sitting place i so kelian. so boring, nobody actually talks to me. >.<>


but really, i seriously feel so lonely. and i feel like crying la. i just feel that the old esther is gone.. hais. and somemore the sitting arrangement is single row one, so i cant really talk to each other during class. sian. yesterday was total defence day, and i really think the sch is crazy cos they enforce the rule that on that day must not on the electricity and the toliet tap no water.. so we use the 1st cubicle water lor. but apart from the classrooms, the toliet lights can be on la, so is the staffroom. hmm. then the teachers teach in darkness thruout the whole day. then the canteen is closed and in the morning they check our bag to ensure no food and water. then they confiscate the items then after school give back. i didnt bring waterbottle, and b4 i came out of my hse, i drink abt 2 cups of water.. kiasu me. =]

after school had a choir performance at standrew's hospital. perform to oldold people.. quite cute la. but this choir is not that good compared to bds.. hahas, then we forgot lotsa of lyrics lor, cos we just learn finish ytd dehs. but luckily is perform to laolao ren, cos they still would clap. bahaha. they seem so happy. and this school every student has to at least complete 20 hrs of cip. so this was included too. but i prefer my new school's choir gown, it is purple and it look quite erm.. i dunno. nice?

actually i rather not join any CCA lor, cos i think my lastime CCA points are still secured bah..
this school's v.day is special lor, cos when u step in to the sch, you can feel a feeling.. i dunno wat la. but yeah. then alot of girls would give cards and roses to their own girl friends. and i dunno abt boys la ( they should be giving in secret la~) but yea, i got one pathetic card only, from my closefriend. nvm, i 4give them , since i am still new.. sniff.

and i failed ALL maths test.. getting freaking low results everytime. like 2, 4 out of 10.. roars.
and tis time was careless mistake. haiz.
watch thi video: kangxilai le. they are critizing sg english!! walao

Sunday, February 10, 2008
7:06 PM

HAPPY CNY! =]
oh great la, i just spent my cny holidays relaxing and i havent complete my cny homework. haiz. sad, and in 2 more wks, my common tests are coming.. and i am gonna fail again.. arghs :(
just went back to hometown: tampines!! TM and CS.. really missed TM and CS, especially now when CS has SO MANY chio clothes. ahh. and expensive too la. like $30 plus.. and i want to buy mondo heels and some clothes from the box.
bought frh gaiban.. and saw tang tang book, but dont feel like buying. nxt time bah. and xiangxiang gaiban also haven buy.. T.T aiya, actually i dont really care much la. i just want my pretty closet now. yeah. and i bought some eyeliner from watsons just bcos they stated that it was a best seller in japan. lols. nxt i am gonna buy mascara! yeah . diaos. =.= slap myself.
forget about hair extensions cos i love my hair. and yeah report abt CNY. walao, tis year i suddenly realised that cny is so boring. and i ate steamboat 3 days straight~ faint~ :<
and my relatives very bad lor, every year angbao money more and more pathetic, just when singapore now economy quite good, and my angbao stastics are dropping like mad!! guess how much la. i count one side only la, cos my mother side give me malaysia money. okay, how abt my baba side? $60 plus!!! can u all believe it.. last yr $90 plus lehh. i tot it would be better. and no.fine. and my parents never give me angbao lors. and my ahma gave me $4 with some cadbury chocolate. -.- and one aunty forget to give me and my brothers angbao.. wah. then one aunty nv come. fine la. and everyone give pathetically little!
they can give $4 only lor.. haiz. up to now i nv find anyone lesser thaan me yet. everytime i ask ppl, their angbao money can a few 100 deh. haiz. loser life. nvm. so? must study hard.

Monday, January 28, 2008
7:30 PM

I FEEL SO pathetic!

see new beginning, of course must new blog la.

i am feeling so sorry and bad for everything! because i did not blog for like wadeva. super irritated by this but i am realising that i am gradually becoming a super nerd. argh. irritated by my hair, it grew longer (duh) the last time you guys seen me. yeah. but it like so long and thick, wishing that that it will grow faster and stuffs =/

i wan hair extensions!! lols. heard from my friend that it is $20 at i forgottten where.. argh, i wanna buy the big eye korean contacts. and black handbag and stuffs.
money is not an issue cause my dad allows me to use my study busary money leh!! woots. but still got left money.. and plus my holiday salary haven collect yet lor.. cos muust go to the wuluwulu office somewhere in chinatown.. -.- tomoro den go..

yeahhpy.

anyways, however nerd i am gonna get, my maths is still mantaining the great marks.. walua.. barely pass lor. haiz, so i am going tuition soon liao..
and i not say want to be a nerd, but this is for my beloved future, you guys got watch the news on the day olevel results came out? lols, got one gal say she everyday revise leh!! so must follow. but quite hard la..

and abt CNY new clothes.. i gone crazy to go buy them man.. coz i got the money, den i went to bugis 2 times and metro with my family once and got like 6 tops, 2 jeans, 2 shorts and still not satisfied sia.. ahh. sian. i wanna go bugis again you know.. the urge, once i set my eyes on it..

see i haven even buy my lovable albums.. i got 6 albums to buyand one tangyuzhe bk to buy too! but that wud cost a bomb.. so i sit here hoping that no more ppl wud come out another album, but BOOM. xiaozhu coming out another gaiban.. walua. not say not gud, but wrg timing lar~ -,-

and this school is sorta crazy and strict, today i heard the loudest national anthem ever sang by a sec sch!!! because 1st time we sang not tt loud( which was actually louder dan BDS, when you compare my sch is smaller but still louder) den we sing 2nd time and was like so loud la!!coz you noe la BDS everyone all like mouthing lor..but i wan to comment!!! why teacher nv sing and set good example den they expect us to sing so freaking loud!! den teachers only know how to stand there and look at us whether we singing anotlor.. walua, bad examples.. nvms. way of life.

haha actually sometimes wanna sneak back to BDS.. but sec 3 life is real bz.. and many things are happening and so on.. hohos.

still have many things to write but i no time and cant rmb.. yeah.



these little lame things in life are what makes life Fun.

Monday, January 7, 2008
10:09 PM

argh. i am currently finding a new school bag!! been searching for weeeks!
went to bugis st, whitesands, tm.. but still no avail.. fine, i shall stick to my handbag.. =( and i've handbag, sling bags, but i dun hav packbag.. WHY

and yeah, concerning my new school, it's great, new, strict, very strict, more worst than abraham, but the difference is that ms abraham eyes are scary.. hohos. and yay! my hair is acceptable there. haha, i think too much..

okies, but since it is a new school, and strict.. it's pupils are like so guaii, and only 1% (to me la) their face like wanna act ahbeng or ahlian, pathatic, but a great news to the school.. because they said that they didnt want any unwanted company outside to approach us.. ok fine..

omgosh, i 15 lehh.. nevermind, my heart is still young and jumpy right?.. -.- hiaz, ok gotto rush my art.. argh. irritating.. pissed. tired. wanna sleep.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008
9:16 PM

~01.01.2008~

Tomorrow is the first day of school liaos! So fast! Maybe because i too familar with holiday being lazy and stuffs, and the holidays still ended like this.. aww.

ytd went to my church End Year Party, was kinda boring cause we didnt went to dance.. hahas, but i wore a dress!!! oh my gosh la.. lalalas~ hahas. den we got some food like donuts, chicken pie



look at that crowd! =]






hahas, me sneaking to take a picture! xD

once i reached home, i quickly on the tv cause cable tv has the taibei 2008 countdown event, but it was already towards the end liaos. and i actually prepared an sms to sent at 12am, but the system jammed, and alot of ppl didnt received my sms.. so those guys who got it were lucky~!! xD and another prob was that i sent to 90% of my contacts.. hohos. but only 10 + people received.. >.< href="http://schools.moe.edu.sg/greendalesec/school_rules.html">http://schools.moe.edu.sg/greendalesec/school_rules.html





hahas, this time i bought the uniform extra big... and it was actually the same size with my brother (my bro same school..)



and yeah, i got to iron my own uniform, and this made me remember someone in bedok south so shock when i said i iron my skirt myself.. -.- hahas. this was the conver.

esther: why your skirt so iron nicely lor? see my skirt, iron myself so zou..
someone: huh? you iron your skirt yourself ar?..


ohya, anyone puzzled about where i was working when i said near the school, ITE.. but i forgot say simei..



surely got see before bah..



ok! must go wash dishes le.. >.<
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